I Love Patrick Star

You Are Beautiful

"You are beautiful"
That's what every guys told me!
Seem they want to convince me that i am beautiful, but i never think that i am worthy for those words "YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL".

Happy Birth Day Mom

"Happy birth day mom, semoga Allah memberikan keselamatan, kesehatan dan kebahagian selalu. Semoga juga rejeki bertambah jadi rajin beramal dan tentunya juga sholat tambah rajin, amien..."

Above sentences were my bday wish sent to my mom. As u know that today is my mom born day and I did something special for her - simple but special. I asked my friends to send bday wishes for my mom through SMS.

This is my way to show how much she meant to me. Since I leave home 5 years ago and stay in Jakarta, I feel like I more respect to my parent and the more far I go the more I love them. Every year I asked my friends to send bday wishes to my mom and dad, but 2 years lately I didn't do it cos I was so busy with work. But today I did it again :).

Seems that I never make them happy and proud of me, I am 26 years now but I haven't do anything for them. Year by year they getting older and I haven't make them happy - that's what I think. I wish that, present day I can make them happy and feel proud having kid like me :(. I really want make them happy so bad.

I asked my mom "mom, did u get many SMS from my friends?" She said yes and "makasih banyak yang?" When she replayed me that, I was so happy and almost cried :D. It was really touching me.

Mom, perhaps I can't say good words when I am in front of you, but one thing for sure I love u so much. Hopely every year I can make u happy as I do today.



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Old Lady Finger

Happy Birth Day Mom

"Happy birth day mom, semoga Allah memberikan keselamatan, kesehatan dan kebahagian selalu. Semoga juga rejeki bertambah jadi rajin beramal dan tentunya juga sholat tambah rajin, amien..."

Above sentences were my bday wish sent to my mom. As u know that today is my mom born day and I did something special for her - simple but special. I asked my friends to send bday wishes for my mom through SMS.

This is my way to show how much she meant to me. Since I leave home 5 years ago and stay in Jakarta, I feel like I more respect to my parent and the more far I go the more I love them. Every year I asked my friends to send bday wishes to my mom and dad, but 2 years lately I didn't do it cos I was so busy with work. But today I did it again :).

Seems that I never make them happy and proud of me, I am 26 years now but I haven't do anything for them. Year by year they getting older and I haven't make them happy - that's what I think. I wish that, present day I can make them happy and feel proud having kid like me :(. I really want make them happy so bad.

I asked my mom "mom, did u get many SMS from my friends?" She said yes and "makasih banyak yang?" When she replayed me that, I was so happy and almost cried :D. It was really touching me.

Mom, perhaps I can't say good words when I am in front of you, but one thing for sure I love u so much. Hopely every year I can make u happy as I do today.



Kiss and hug
Old Lady Finger
Sent from BlackBerry® on 3

My Small Business

Asalamualaikum everyone who reads this... May Allah bless all of us :).

Regarding to my last writing, I have promised to tell you a bit about my business - my small business.

One night I read my email. I usually read my email before sleeping through my Blackberry. Only at night I can read it - no time to read them at day :(.

"Every business needs to grow. but innovation is the name of the game for sustained profitable growth" sounds beautiful right? That's what I thought when I read it for the first time. Directly, I put that sentence on my profile status on Blackberry. Those words looks perfect for me now, cos I am doing small business with my friends now. Sometimes I called it " bisnis recehan" when people ask me what I am doing now :D. But even what I am doing is small business, one day this business will be a huge business - I believe that. With all ability and spirit and of course prayer, I know that this business will be something proud insyallah...

This business is about online and fashion. Something I like most now! With all my knowledges I got from last company where I had been worked, I feel confidence to run this business, so do my friends. They said that to me. I know a bit about online marketing or "Digital Marketing" that's what co-wokers said for my division at that time.

I wanna share a bit about how I know some techniques of DM. Actually when I worked at my xcompany, no one though  me, no one shared a thought with me or just talking with me. I got it by learning with Google and other information sources. "If you want to know more, u have to read more" that's all I can say if you want to know more about something. U have to read, see, hear and at the end practice what u have read, saw, and heard.

It was not easy. I have to force my eyes keep seeing screen and some books. Sometimes I cried when I have to back home very late cos overload task. Yeah... That's my old story and now still, I have to fight for my feature "the next level of my life".

Used to I always said to my self in other to entertain myself that there is no unuseful thing when you do it with ur heart and believe. And that's true :), even it was very hard but today the thing I did in my xcompany is useful for my small business. insyallah this small business growth fast... Amien.

Talking about fashion, since I was kid I love fashion and style. To be honest I have very unusual style for dresses :D, some friends called me nyentrik. I like to pay attention how other people dresses and of course I get ref about fashion from amny sources. It can be tv, magazine, movie, music and many things.

I have a lot of hope for this business. This is my last change to move. If I can do this successful, so for the next plan I can do it too. That's what I think. So, I don't care how I have to make it work! SEMANGAT...

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Old lady finger

Old Lady Finger is Back

Hi...I am back :D

I am writing this at 00:00 Indonesia time. Suddenly I feel like I have to write something here. It's almost more than 3 or 4 months I never write update in this blog. There are some reasons that I believe u never want to know :D, but I will tell u the reasons:

1. Lazy
That's the important reason. I don't know why, seem lately I don't really like writing. In fact writer is my profession. I am so bored and tired of writing *for now.

2. I have something interesting to do more than writing
Yupzz... You right I have more interesting to do now. What is that? "Digital Marketing". Almost every day I read the newest news and learn new trick that I need for to support my small business. My small business is regarding online marketing and fashion. I love all those things "online and fashion", so I hope someday my business can be my major income. *i will describe more detail of my small business in the next update, so stay tune hehehe...

3. I am not living in my own room
This is one of the problem when you don't have ur own room, nothing much u can do, right? Now I living with my friends. They are very very very good friends of mine. They help me for best and worst and I am really thankful to them. But cos I am living with them so sometimes I don't have time to entertain myself by doing what I love. I have to  divide times for business and them.

That's all the reasons, at least for now that I remember. Well now I feel so sleepy and my eyes getting hurt. I need sleep now. Will write if I have time. So see u and bye for now


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Old lady finger

History of Coffee

Today, on Thursday, January 26, 2012 i was watching "History of Coffee in one of TV station in Indonesia.

Since i have plan to run my own business in coffee stuff, i always trying to gather as much as possible coffee information and today, finally i saw coffee history review.

In that program , shown the history of coffee from Bali island. Bali is one of the most gorgeous island in the world. A lot of tourists come to Bali for holiday. Bali also known for its culture.

Back to topic, The program described how they make coffee both modern and traditional way. The more information i got the more i love. I will find more information about coffee ....

I Quit

On Friday last week, exactly on January 13, 2012 I QUIT!
What I am saying about is I was quit from my job where I had been worked during 2 years. Really sad leaving all stuffs (my table, chair, PC, screen and all my books there :(, but I think this is the best decision I can take. 


It's quite long I had been thinking about sending my resign letter to management. I feel like horse when I worked there. I don't have time for myself, it’s all about WORK, WORK, and WORK. And of course no money, that's why I left my job now! Even I really love it :( I love what I was doing, what I was reading and what I was watching at my table :) I LOVE IT <3


I know I will miss those kinds of activity. Yeah whatever! Now I have to fight for my future. I have to work hard to achieve all I want and always pray also :) I am ready to face all obstacles, but I hope God will open the gate for me :) PLEASE ....


You know what, I have a big dream. It's almost impossible hehehe. I am dreaming to be an employee at Google :D. Yeah I know what you will say about this! Hey... but this is my dream. We all have dream right? J




SEMANGAT! SEMANGAT!


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Old Lady Finger 

My Pictures

I like capturing my picture, i don't know why :D
Sometimes i like the way i look, but some conditions i don't like the way i look :(
Bored always happened in my room
Feel lonely? YES :(