I can not sleep this nite, in fact its already 00.00. Laying on bed, holding my phone, thinking of someone *actually I am thinking of 2 guys at the same times*, and the last I decide to write something in my blog.
I think gadget can make someone has little time to sleep, and that's true. I always start to sleep when its already 00.00 at nite.
Almost 3 weeks I have friend *actually I don't know what kind of relation we have* who have been calling me every nite. He has been living in Australia almost 4 years. When I asked him "what do u do in Ausi? He said "I am working here and have plan to study here too". He is a nice and good guy, I can say that cos I feel so good when I talk to him.
Since we talked at the first time, I feel so comfortable and enjoy talking with him. And I think he felt the same too like I did. We talk about everything, share about everything, and no secret between us *thats what we have committed*
After 3 days we talk on phone, he asked me "do u like me? And I said " yes I like u, u are a nice guy" then he said to me " I mean do u love me? And I said "yes". I don't know why I said yes at that time, perhaps I didn't want loose this good guy, if I said no may be he will leave me. And no one will talk to me anymore on phone. That's what I was thinking so that's why I said yes to him.
After I said yes, then he said " oke now u are my girl" and I said ok. So this relationship have been running till now. I feel glad that I know him, I don't know why may be he is my *true friend*
Then we act like a couple, care each other, share about everything, sometimes I feel so jealous, miSs him, sometimes also he can be annoying person and so on. Someday when we talk on phone he asked me again " do u love me? I said "yes". He said he trust me," now I want build *heart connection* with u. I want u know what I feel, what I think and vice versa" and I said yes...
So now we are in the first step *building heart connection*
To be continued***
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I think gadget can make someone has little time to sleep, and that's true. I always start to sleep when its already 00.00 at nite.
Almost 3 weeks I have friend *actually I don't know what kind of relation we have* who have been calling me every nite. He has been living in Australia almost 4 years. When I asked him "what do u do in Ausi? He said "I am working here and have plan to study here too". He is a nice and good guy, I can say that cos I feel so good when I talk to him.
Since we talked at the first time, I feel so comfortable and enjoy talking with him. And I think he felt the same too like I did. We talk about everything, share about everything, and no secret between us *thats what we have committed*
After 3 days we talk on phone, he asked me "do u like me? And I said " yes I like u, u are a nice guy" then he said to me " I mean do u love me? And I said "yes". I don't know why I said yes at that time, perhaps I didn't want loose this good guy, if I said no may be he will leave me. And no one will talk to me anymore on phone. That's what I was thinking so that's why I said yes to him.
After I said yes, then he said " oke now u are my girl" and I said ok. So this relationship have been running till now. I feel glad that I know him, I don't know why may be he is my *true friend*
Then we act like a couple, care each other, share about everything, sometimes I feel so jealous, miSs him, sometimes also he can be annoying person and so on. Someday when we talk on phone he asked me again " do u love me? I said "yes". He said he trust me," now I want build *heart connection* with u. I want u know what I feel, what I think and vice versa" and I said yes...
So now we are in the first step *building heart connection*
To be continued***
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