I Love Patrick Star

You Are Beautiful

"You are beautiful"
That's what every guys told me!
Seem they want to convince me that i am beautiful, but i never think that i am worthy for those words "YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL".

Happy Birth Day Mom

"Happy birth day mom, semoga Allah memberikan keselamatan, kesehatan dan kebahagian selalu. Semoga juga rejeki bertambah jadi rajin beramal dan tentunya juga sholat tambah rajin, amien..."

Above sentences were my bday wish sent to my mom. As u know that today is my mom born day and I did something special for her - simple but special. I asked my friends to send bday wishes for my mom through SMS.

This is my way to show how much she meant to me. Since I leave home 5 years ago and stay in Jakarta, I feel like I more respect to my parent and the more far I go the more I love them. Every year I asked my friends to send bday wishes to my mom and dad, but 2 years lately I didn't do it cos I was so busy with work. But today I did it again :).

Seems that I never make them happy and proud of me, I am 26 years now but I haven't do anything for them. Year by year they getting older and I haven't make them happy - that's what I think. I wish that, present day I can make them happy and feel proud having kid like me :(. I really want make them happy so bad.

I asked my mom "mom, did u get many SMS from my friends?" She said yes and "makasih banyak yang?" When she replayed me that, I was so happy and almost cried :D. It was really touching me.

Mom, perhaps I can't say good words when I am in front of you, but one thing for sure I love u so much. Hopely every year I can make u happy as I do today.



Kiss and hug
Old Lady Finger

Happy Birth Day Mom

"Happy birth day mom, semoga Allah memberikan keselamatan, kesehatan dan kebahagian selalu. Semoga juga rejeki bertambah jadi rajin beramal dan tentunya juga sholat tambah rajin, amien..."

Above sentences were my bday wish sent to my mom. As u know that today is my mom born day and I did something special for her - simple but special. I asked my friends to send bday wishes for my mom through SMS.

This is my way to show how much she meant to me. Since I leave home 5 years ago and stay in Jakarta, I feel like I more respect to my parent and the more far I go the more I love them. Every year I asked my friends to send bday wishes to my mom and dad, but 2 years lately I didn't do it cos I was so busy with work. But today I did it again :).

Seems that I never make them happy and proud of me, I am 26 years now but I haven't do anything for them. Year by year they getting older and I haven't make them happy - that's what I think. I wish that, present day I can make them happy and feel proud having kid like me :(. I really want make them happy so bad.

I asked my mom "mom, did u get many SMS from my friends?" She said yes and "makasih banyak yang?" When she replayed me that, I was so happy and almost cried :D. It was really touching me.

Mom, perhaps I can't say good words when I am in front of you, but one thing for sure I love u so much. Hopely every year I can make u happy as I do today.



Kiss and hug
Old Lady Finger
Sent from BlackBerry® on 3

My Small Business

Asalamualaikum everyone who reads this... May Allah bless all of us :).

Regarding to my last writing, I have promised to tell you a bit about my business - my small business.

One night I read my email. I usually read my email before sleeping through my Blackberry. Only at night I can read it - no time to read them at day :(.

"Every business needs to grow. but innovation is the name of the game for sustained profitable growth" sounds beautiful right? That's what I thought when I read it for the first time. Directly, I put that sentence on my profile status on Blackberry. Those words looks perfect for me now, cos I am doing small business with my friends now. Sometimes I called it " bisnis recehan" when people ask me what I am doing now :D. But even what I am doing is small business, one day this business will be a huge business - I believe that. With all ability and spirit and of course prayer, I know that this business will be something proud insyallah...

This business is about online and fashion. Something I like most now! With all my knowledges I got from last company where I had been worked, I feel confidence to run this business, so do my friends. They said that to me. I know a bit about online marketing or "Digital Marketing" that's what co-wokers said for my division at that time.

I wanna share a bit about how I know some techniques of DM. Actually when I worked at my xcompany, no one though  me, no one shared a thought with me or just talking with me. I got it by learning with Google and other information sources. "If you want to know more, u have to read more" that's all I can say if you want to know more about something. U have to read, see, hear and at the end practice what u have read, saw, and heard.

It was not easy. I have to force my eyes keep seeing screen and some books. Sometimes I cried when I have to back home very late cos overload task. Yeah... That's my old story and now still, I have to fight for my feature "the next level of my life".

Used to I always said to my self in other to entertain myself that there is no unuseful thing when you do it with ur heart and believe. And that's true :), even it was very hard but today the thing I did in my xcompany is useful for my small business. insyallah this small business growth fast... Amien.

Talking about fashion, since I was kid I love fashion and style. To be honest I have very unusual style for dresses :D, some friends called me nyentrik. I like to pay attention how other people dresses and of course I get ref about fashion from amny sources. It can be tv, magazine, movie, music and many things.

I have a lot of hope for this business. This is my last change to move. If I can do this successful, so for the next plan I can do it too. That's what I think. So, I don't care how I have to make it work! SEMANGAT...

Kiss and hug
Old lady finger

Old Lady Finger is Back

Hi...I am back :D

I am writing this at 00:00 Indonesia time. Suddenly I feel like I have to write something here. It's almost more than 3 or 4 months I never write update in this blog. There are some reasons that I believe u never want to know :D, but I will tell u the reasons:

1. Lazy
That's the important reason. I don't know why, seem lately I don't really like writing. In fact writer is my profession. I am so bored and tired of writing *for now.

2. I have something interesting to do more than writing
Yupzz... You right I have more interesting to do now. What is that? "Digital Marketing". Almost every day I read the newest news and learn new trick that I need for to support my small business. My small business is regarding online marketing and fashion. I love all those things "online and fashion", so I hope someday my business can be my major income. *i will describe more detail of my small business in the next update, so stay tune hehehe...

3. I am not living in my own room
This is one of the problem when you don't have ur own room, nothing much u can do, right? Now I living with my friends. They are very very very good friends of mine. They help me for best and worst and I am really thankful to them. But cos I am living with them so sometimes I don't have time to entertain myself by doing what I love. I have to  divide times for business and them.

That's all the reasons, at least for now that I remember. Well now I feel so sleepy and my eyes getting hurt. I need sleep now. Will write if I have time. So see u and bye for now


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Old lady finger

History of Coffee

Today, on Thursday, January 26, 2012 i was watching "History of Coffee in one of TV station in Indonesia.

Since i have plan to run my own business in coffee stuff, i always trying to gather as much as possible coffee information and today, finally i saw coffee history review.

In that program , shown the history of coffee from Bali island. Bali is one of the most gorgeous island in the world. A lot of tourists come to Bali for holiday. Bali also known for its culture.

Back to topic, The program described how they make coffee both modern and traditional way. The more information i got the more i love. I will find more information about coffee ....

I Quit

On Friday last week, exactly on January 13, 2012 I QUIT!
What I am saying about is I was quit from my job where I had been worked during 2 years. Really sad leaving all stuffs (my table, chair, PC, screen and all my books there :(, but I think this is the best decision I can take. 


It's quite long I had been thinking about sending my resign letter to management. I feel like horse when I worked there. I don't have time for myself, it’s all about WORK, WORK, and WORK. And of course no money, that's why I left my job now! Even I really love it :( I love what I was doing, what I was reading and what I was watching at my table :) I LOVE IT <3


I know I will miss those kinds of activity. Yeah whatever! Now I have to fight for my future. I have to work hard to achieve all I want and always pray also :) I am ready to face all obstacles, but I hope God will open the gate for me :) PLEASE ....


You know what, I have a big dream. It's almost impossible hehehe. I am dreaming to be an employee at Google :D. Yeah I know what you will say about this! Hey... but this is my dream. We all have dream right? J




SEMANGAT! SEMANGAT!


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Old Lady Finger 

My Pictures

I like capturing my picture, i don't know why :D
Sometimes i like the way i look, but some conditions i don't like the way i look :(
Bored always happened in my room
Feel lonely? YES :(

My resolution for 2012

People said year 2012 will be the end of life, means that dooms day will happen in this year. Believe it or not, but that’s what people said about the biggest thing will happen in 2012. For me I don’t want this prediction affect my life. I don’t really care with that.

Well, in 2012 I want better life in all cases (better work, have a good business, get BF :D and more mature). The thing that I really want is a camera. I want have one L! Today I visited someone’s blog. He has very interesting blog and writing, very simple, not much posting, easy to be read, and has very very beautiful picture.

His name is Andryo. He is account manager in Yahoo Sydney – wow that’s so cool man. I wish I have that kind of job too  L. He captured all his journey and traveling. Reading his blog I know he has been visited more than 20 countries – I am so jealous with him cos he already visited more than 20 countries while me L none! When he does something he always capture it and post it on his blog, and I want to do the same thing in 2012. So that’s why I have to buy camera this year! I have too!

Beside camera of course I have another resolution for 2012. I will write it tomorrow insyallah… J

Now I have to sleep cos my eyes getting very tired. Goodd nite… J

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Old lady finger 

Miss You

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Hope Everything Will Be Fine

Now, I am so sad and worry. I am worry about him. I don't know what happened with him right now, whether he is ok or now, whether he has a good eat or not, has good sleep or not. I don't know anything :(
But i hope everything will be fine with him and his mom too :)

Just miss him so much now... :( waiting for his message :( i know Allah will protect him cos he is a good guy :)
"Ya Allah take care my baby and his family please"


Miss you....

My Salad

This is my dinner :D maklum anak kosan jadi makan malamnya cuma ini. Tapi cukup sehat kan ......

N & M

I got this on Nov 7, 2011 but i just write it now :) sorry baby...

Bye Mr. Super Clean :(

Suddenly i wanna write this nite..., i dont know why but i think its because i feel really not good this nite. I wanna share and talk to someone but i dont have. So the only way is writing on this blog.

I feel really not good now, i just fought with him :( i just wanna him grow up and forget me that's it. I dont want he spoiled his life to me :(.

Today we finish it all :( so sad but i am glad cos both me and him can move forward. I know i will miss him but its oke....hope he will find a good girl and forget me forever :)

Bye Mr. Super Clean .... :(
Will miss you ...:(

Old Stufs from Facebook

I took these from my album on Facebook. Check these out...

My design using new laptop

Hand of Art

Naruto

Smile

Spongebob

Success

I am waiting you...

After Hour Conversation

Time shown 17:00 Indonesia time, it means that i have to back home after spending my time in this lovely office.

Tuk...tik...tak...tik...tuk, sound of shoes. Yups she is my ex manager when i was in creative division. She came to me to ask me something about the job. After talking about the job, i said " i wanna quit!"

Looking at her expression. She shown me sad face, then she sit down beside me and talked heart to heart like we  always did :) Actually she already knew my problem and the reason i said "I wanna quit". She just gave me advice and listened to what i feel and think.

Seems i wanna cried when i talked to her and i knew she also wanna cried, i can see from her face :( She gave me best advice and i should try to listen her and implement what she said to me. I have to...

I don't care what the result is, i just wanna try to struggle for my right. That's it!


Hope everything i decide is the best decision for my life :)

Back To Blogger

Finally I get back to Blogger... :)

Its already almost 4 months i have been forgetting this blog, sorry baby mammy forget you for while, but don't worry mammy is back now...hahaha....( sorry guys i think i get crazy now :D).

Well, today i just want to share little bit about my life so far. I have a good work - very good work huff...
Then my love story seems not very good because i have to let someone i love go for our goodness, then my friend is back... hahaha.... i miss talking with him :D.

But the most important thing i wanna share with all of you guys is i know new guys hahaha....
He is a nice, kinda of sweet guy, and what i like the most from him is because he is serious to know me better :). Emmm i hope we can be a good partner someday, insyallah....

And you know what i miss him so bad :( i miss to see him, miss to hear his lovely voice, miss his movement and i miss all about him. I wanna see him soonnnnn....


Bye.....:) muah.....

My New Business

Lately i study hard for my new business. My dad called me for about 2 days ago and informed that "you should try this one, Dad has new business for you. If you can run this business Dad will give you fund for this business, this is serious".

At first i didn't give any comment to my Dad cos i didn't know exactly what he said to me. Its new thing for me, and i never heard it before about Kopi Luwak. After my Dad told me about this kind of thing, directly i searched in Google. Well actually already 2 days i learn about this kind of business. First i search info for Kopi Luwak in Internet and i read all articles related to Kopi Luwak.

Kopi Luwak is one of the most expensive coffee in the entire world. Cos the taste and smell of Kopi Luwak looks different from common coffee sold in super market. Based on people who ever tried Kopi Luwak said that "Kopi Luwak has its own taste that make it different from the others - very erotic" actually i don't what they are saying cos honestly i never taste Kopi Luwak even i come from Lampung which Kopi Luwak produced.

After searching and reading and learning this coffee, i decide to make it serious to be my feature business. Now i am trying to find buyer from internet and make some proposals and sent it to some companies or cafe both in Jakarta and abroad.

I am really wishing that this business can run smoothly and become my real business. I have plan if this business can run smoothly i wanna make the plantation. actually i already ask my Dad to make the plantation for me but my Dad refuse it. He said "i wanna be focused to my business - he just made rubber plantation. Perhaps i can make it by my own later after i sell some kilograms Kopi Luwak.

God please help me....
I really wanna make this business become my feature income.
Please help me....please....amien...

High Preasure on Head

Time shows at 1:44 on my computer, it's mean i am working now. Today is Happy Friday and tomorrow is my holiday. I am so glad that tomorrow and the day after tomorrow are my time to chilling - Chilling :D.

Just finished my reading and finally my head feels so heavy. I think because to much pressure on my head. I just read some article on Google (Google is my best friend, my teacher and my information bank now) about Facebook Ad. you know I study hard for this because its related to my own job and i am quite interested with online marketing or whatever people said.

Now, I am studying how to make my facebook Ad works (has high CTR, Low CPC, High impression, much more click, and low spent). I have tried to find article or forum discussed about Facebook Ad in Bahasa, seems there is no content providing what I want. Yeah...perhaps only a few of people who know about this especially in Indonesia. So with half-laziness I try to find on Google with international discussion means that in English Oishhh....

You know my English is not that good thats why I am quite lazy to read English article, but I have to....:(. Finally I got some interesting articles discussed Facebook Ad. I read all those articles till I didn't use my lunch time only for my reading ( how stupid am I....). I just want to compare my Ad with other expert marketer. Does my Ad good enough? well after reading I found some fact that they (online marketer) not even better than me because I have better CTR and low spent, so I have done my job well.

Even, I have done my job well, but I am not satisfied enough with my work. Still need to push the price. My boss tell me " a good business is low cost and high profit" :P what ever boss.... I do it for my own good, I want to know more about this technique and I believe it will useful for me someday, I wish...:D